Ryan's Students, PEN Recommendations, and Red-State Freakout

"Without the Blacketter treatment I never would have gotten into the Iowa Writers' Workshop." --Jordan Glubka (Eugene, Oregon)

"If you want someone to tell you how good your writing is, have your mom read your work. If you want to learn how to make your writing better, I can't recommend Ryan Blacketter enough. Ryan has a keen ear for language and an excellent feel for a work's narrative flow. He will challenge you to become a better, more conscious writer." --Brian Peters (Princeton, New Jersey, & author of To Wander the Labyrinth)

"I go to Ryan when I want a tough critique that will get to the heart of what a story is, what it does, and what it can--and must--do." --Adam Farley ("tree lover" at Countryside Nursery and former editor of MARY)

"Ryan is one of the best, most effective, and enjoyable teachers I've ever had - THE best in my writing/literary experience. He has a way of teaching that is at once challenging, supportive, patient, humorous, refreshingly honest and straightforward, and extraordinarily concentrated and condensed. His teaching hits you with a one-two; it's packed with information that expands and stretches you in new directions and is absolutely fun as hell." --Kimberly Warren (Eugene, Oregon)

"I have taken many writing courses and Ryan's is the best, hands down. His intensity, passion and dedication to his craft are tremendously inspiring. Work with him and you will never view the art of literary fiction the same way. Survive his workshop and you will have gained many of the tools you need to thrive as a writer. The rest is up to you." --Lawrence Birch (Eugene, Oregon)

"Ryan has a magical ability to teach--and he repeats it until you get it, and knows when to move on. He believes everything in a piece of writing must link together. That's where the meaning is--in unity. Find the meaning beneath the surface, and get all the connections right. Let the reader see it." --Rebecca Evans (Boise, Idaho)

PEN America Recommendations. Ryan serves as fiction mentor to prisoners via PEN's online system

PEN managers Robbie, Jess, and Caits

Jess Abolafia: "Ryan approaches mentorship from an unbiased perspective, accepting varied opinions and cultivating a safe space for incarcerated writers to freely express their thoughts and goals for their writing journeys." 

Robbie Pollock: "Ryan's commitment to providing tailored resources for each individual reflects a genuine interest in fostering creative growth within a challenging environment." 

Caits Meissner: "Ryan has also volunteered his skills and talents beyond mentorship, stepping up to edit two long award-winning pieces in our Prison Writing Contest. The editing job was a rush turn around, and Ryan not only asked relevant questions that helped inform the process of our other editors, but submitted the work in fine-tuned form well before deadline."

                            Red-State Freakout

I intend this piece as a positive exploration, with all parties forgiven and unnamed, in preparation for my novel "The Lord's Hacker" that is forthcoming spring of 2025.

In 2013, I received the flattering offer to teach Advanced Fiction at an Idaho university after my first book, Down in the River, appeared. My boss was a great writer I'd read before, and I made two friends in the department. I'd taught creative writing elsewhere, but now I was teaching seniors. It seemed like a positive jump. 

Half of my students were enthusiastic about my class. But it was a religious-influenced public college and parents, especially the mothers, were heavily involved on campus. 

The other half of my class disliked the (non-explicit) sexual content of two of the stories I presented on Blackboard--by Alice Munro and Chris Offutt. Two of them took up the curious activity of yelling in class, not at me, but just yelling their discontent.

Some also suffered in my intense workshops for this advanced class. My model was the Iowa Writers Workshop--extremely frank in terms of craft. I had received difficult workshops as a grad student, and felt they were some of the best experiences I'd had as a writer. Nothing was handed to you in a care package. You were able to see what worked--especially what didn't work, and why. That said, after this advanced workshop, I moved on to other teaching roles and discovered the value of kind workshops, though occasionally I still find the stray serious student who prefers the Iowa method.

When half the class didn't like my teaching style, I assumed a defensive posture of snobbery, holding to literary standards and ripping stories that were overtly religious or gratuitously conventional. 

Nervous before the unhappy students, I gave grumpy workshops, not personal, but frankly negative regarding craft. I had a habit of shutting my eyes too long when I talked: weird.

In addition, in the red state of Idaho, it was hard to find a med-check doctor for the lithium I needed. I soured in my intermittent treatment. One doctor believed I was a "drug seeker" when I landed in the emergency room for medication. 

During class I made light of my emergency room visit and revealed my diagnosis--a confession that was welcome in a Portland creative writing classroom at that time, but not here. Boise was a gorgeous city with many writers, but its pockets of social conservatism were deep, even among Democrats. I was unaffiliated, an inscrutable type in the margins of the culture wars. In addition, this was also the start of what became a ten-year hacking campaign that a Christian leader and former associate had commenced after I refused to do what he wanted me to--the subject, in part, of "The Lord's Hacker"--and I hadn't yet made a psychological adjustment to living with a hacker.

Soon a mother or two waited outside my classroom to meet their  children--college seniors--after each class. I met with a dean about a student whose constant yelling disrupted the class. He believed it was better for the student to leave the class and finish the coursework one-on-one with a different adjunct. Then a professor called me. He said he wasn't going to have some adjunct kick out a student he had worked with, but the student remained outside of the class.

A second dean at the Idaho university emailed me and wanted to bring several members of the Care Team to observe my class, and I, foolishly, swore at him on email and referred to some of the students as "drama brats," and he fired me. 

In the end, the student newspaper published an article explaining that I was fired “with a life-time ban." The author, a student of mine who was the managing editor at the student newspaper, noted good things about my teaching and interviewed students who liked me, but that lifetime ban, in the first line, was a hit job--a fabrication that seemed two-thirds mental health freakout and one-third sexual prurience in this conservative environment. He also used the same photo that Boise Weekly used for my interview "Enter the Mausoleum," concerning my novel about a grave robbery--the photo is a bit stern.

The chair was quoted in the newspaper stating they couldn't discuss my firing for legal reasons, but the dean had already placed my termination letter on his university site, as if they wanted to suggest to the public that it was bad, to justify my firing, while communicating to students and parents to rest easy, that nothing serious had happened. 

 A year later, the new student manager at the newspaper, Patty Bowen, retracted the "lifetime ban" language and stated in an email, and on the site, that there was no such ban. There remains an aggregated copy of the original article. It seemed to disappear from the internet six years ago, but recently it has returned as if plucked from oblivion and placed in my high Google pages. 

At any rate, I was pleased to find Patty, a journalist who was willing to locate the facts. Before getting back to me, she wanted to look into it and make sure that nothing shocking had happened when I taught there. She works at Meridian Press now.

Click: Hacker News

Eugene Police Department Refers Gregory Wolfe Hacking Case to FBI

Greg has been "editing" this document, even deleting items, for nearly a year, to try to make it look haphazard and to bury his footprint and his scary interest in children. I try to fix it when I can. 

This post, previously called "A Christian Leader's Life, 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5" remains offline, but at least 5,000 people have viewed these pages nevertheless. I have reposted it under this new title.

"You are obviously the victim of a crime," wrote Oregon attorney John Walsh in April 2024

"I wouldn't put up with this either," said Judge Charles Carlson in 2022.

There is a general smell of murder in this hacker's work, even the threat to harm a child.

                 A Christian Leader's Life, 5 

                                 FBI News

December 14, 2024. After a review of these materials, a Eugene Police Department supervisor, CSO Kelsey Anderson, yesterday said this case is "beyond our expertise" and had already referred it to the FBI. That's great news. But it's also true that the FBI doesn't usually take hacking cases that lack IPs or obvious threats like "I'm going to kill you"--good news to hackers who are high-tech, careful, oblique, and mostly hidden. 

A bright and not strictly a procedural thinker, Officer Anderson has taken a long look and found alarming and dangerous threats in these pages. Maybe someone at the FBI will give it some time too.

Gregory Wolfe Continues to Use Death Images to Harass Me and My Family

(I feature this September 20 entry to showcase a death image of a child and Wolfe's focus on my son. See new posts below.)

September 20, 2024. Greg has communicated his death wish for me a thousand times--and threats against my son. One of his favorite places to do this is on my Facebook friends list. Here is a pic of a tiger pursuing Winnie the Pooh--an attempt to keep it light--and next to it is a body lying on its face in cruciform, possibly a child's body, if you look at the ankles. It's probably not a dead body, but it suggests the appearance of one, and that's what matters to Greg. Take a look at the comments on the second photo. "Nailed it!" It might be AI-generated.

I have never seen these "friends" before. I believe Gregory Wolfe has swapped my actual friends for these friends. 

[Greg has edited the above narrative, removing any mention of a child. I restored it.]

My screen shot seems to have been darkened and blurred, when compared to the profile pic (I had blocked this profile, so I looked it up on my ex's computer). Greg often blurs posts I include on my blog, possibly to make them harder to see, so that I have to repost.

As I have mentioned in earlier sections of this post, he hacks into my Facebook app, not into the Facebook website. Please view another Facebook hacking incident in which he placed the FB profile of my friend (who had committed suicide a year earlier) in three different positions in my Facebook friends profile lineup, as a threat to me and a meaningful invitation. He also likes to show me what he's doing, even while trying to hide.

                         Red-State Freakout

January 9, 2025. On the bottom of the main page above, I republished a post called "Red-State Freakout." When I taught at Boise State ten years ago, my last term was very strange for many reasons. Greg bears some of the responsibility, as this is the term he started hacking me. He was then at his most brutal and nasty--and he knew we had a baby in the house--but I only mention my hacker in passing in the post.  

Red-State Freakout

                          Kills Connections

January 9, 2025. Greg kills connections and friendships. He hammered my close friend Adam Farley, who owns a tree nursery business and was a former student, with spam or worse in 2022, so Adam had no choice but to stop talking to me. And there have been other such moments I haven't written about.

Once, in 2019 I was on a bus from Cincinnati to Harrisburg to see my ex and our son, when I received a glowing message from a guy who loved Down in the River and who had made an appearance in my book. The trouble was, the Messenger note had been written in 2014! It took five years to land in my inbox.

Another time, in 2022, a Facebook friend was singing my praises with my second book, taking photos of himself holding the book as he traveled Europe, and we were getting close. We'd been writing each other for a couple years. Then one day, without any tension between us, he went silent. I believe Greg thought he might write about the book, and so he intervened with one of his electronic assaults. 

That's why I believe he cut several of my book listings in Worldcat and removed my Amazon page. The pattern is unmistakable to anyone who is able to study this full story. Some of my assertions might seem unwarranted on their own--or like I blame everything on Greg--but they gain credibility when one sees the many, many similar actions that have happed before. 

As M. Scott Peck remarked, the act of killing is usually an act against a person's spirit. The killing of a person's spirit feels, to an evil person, like an exciting renewal, an ecstatic dance. It usually happens behind closed doors--in Greg's case, in his office. Sometimes the attempt to kill a person's spirit is perfectly legal. "Spirit killing" does not exist as a crime, even when a child is involved. 

Greg has committed actual crimes, but this killing of the spirit is the thing that brings life to his body. That said, such a nasty business often comes back to haunt the evil person, at least in terms of his reputation. With Greg, that's the only thing that ever mattered to him. 

                         Please Call the FBI

January 17, 2025. Please call the FBI if you have received porn or a hacking episode from this person. Greg instils fear in anyone he visits, so that their impulse to stay quiet is greater than their impulse to find justice. Earlier in this post, I mentioned that I found a fake Facebook page titled Gregory Wolfe, in 2016 or 17, the banner showing a row of shiny penises. The brave person who created that page knew how Greg spends his time. And certainly others know too. Greg is praying to God that this storm will calm soon, so that he can return to terrorizing people with porn, peeking at people's daughters, using images of their small children for his hacking fun, and buttressing his image as a Christian humanist online. 

Please give an anonymous call if you know something. Others are involved in this project to expose Gregory Wolfe, not just me. We've all been groped in one way or another, and we're taking a risk. I hope you'll consider standing up to this criminal.

                         Count Manipulation

January 17, 2025. I have mentioned that Greg alters my Blogger stats often. He sometimes records the visits to my blog as amounting to two or three in one day. Other times, after I send out a GW email to the scholars, he instantly records a visit of 80 or 160. In the latter case, he knows I'll get a lot of visits to my site--especially if my emails are boosted to others--and so he throws out an exaggerated number so I won't know the actual number (the shout-out email to the scholars includes about 100 recipients).

The previous version of this post, "A Christian Leader's Life in Censorship and Porn-Hacking," he recorded at about 400 visits. But the other day I discovered those numbers were changed to about 1400. Maybe he was afraid someone could see the disparity between his count and the actual count, and so he changed it. See the numbers in the fifth visible entry below.

It occurs to me that Count Manipulation is another good title for the many titles I have given Greg, along with Brother Censorship, Father Seems, and the Censorship Publisher. The new title evokes a man in a cape entering a Gothic village by moonlight, prepared to inflict five-hundred secret wounds before sunrise. He has orders from the church, but he's going to do it all for pleasure. 

                       The Culture of the FBI

January 16, 2025. I have mentioned I was pleased that EPD referred my case to the FBI, mostly because the move gave credibility to my claims over the last ten years. But I don't have a lot of trust in the FBI, partly because they are generally low-tech in the Northwest, and therefore distrust anything they can't comprehend or deal with on a traditional level. That's my experience. I believe they are capable in more traditional areas of law enforcement.

Whenever I have spoken to the FBI, they have dismissed my assertions out of hand, often in a snarky manner. One young man on the phone told me, "So what's this guy's motivation?" It's easy to Google Gregory Wolfe and see that he's a Christian leader and a publisher, someone with money and respect. Since my posts about him have been disabled and do not climb on Google, they don't see that my posts--traded around by a few thousand people in his audience--have exposed his dishonest and reprobate behaviors. Greg buttresses his image as a Christian humanist, the man who created Image Journal, a leading journal before he was fired by his all-women staff in 2017.

The FBI people I have spoken to were intake people, and not agents, but it seems possible they reflect the attitudes of their organization.

After my case was referred to the FBI, I spoke to another intake person there. He looked it up said, again in a sarcastic and noisy manner, "What's EPD sending this stuff for?" They had seen my blog posts before, but not the recent death posts regarding children. 

Maybe the child-related material got their attention, but since Gregory Wolfe is an oblique harasser, and not one to say "I'm going to kill you" etc., maybe my blog posts lack the kind of traditional obviousness the FBI requires. But I don't know what's going on at there regarding this case. 

Later, when I applied for a restraining order with Judge McAlpin in Eugene and he accused me of "Obsession," he also said, "This has nothing to do with Gregory Wolfe." I was mystified that he would make such a sweeping remark, apparently based on a quickly formed perception. Did he know about Gregory Wolfe, or simply look him up online and see that he has money? An Oxford graduate who spends his time sending dick pics and child death images! We'd need a Patricia Highsmith to write that novel, and an eccentric FBI agent to sign on.

In a previous restraining order--with Judge Carlson--I had mentioned that I have a mild case of bipolar disorder that I remedy with medication. I don't have manic attacks. I wanted to mention this on the earlier restraining order request because Greg and at least one of his friends have used this against me. Many artists have had bipolar, some far worse than mine, including Virginia Woolf, though lithium didn't exist at that time. 

It's possible that McAlpin saw my previous restraining order request and concluded that I'm nuts, never mind that my published books have been well-reviewed nationally and I'm a committed father. But I didn't advertise those accomplishments. A year ago I removed all photos of my son from social media, in case Greg has any Dark Webs friends who might check him out. 

As Judge McAlpin hired a PR firm to help him get a seat on the bench, he might sympathize more with a wealthy man who is also attentive to his image. They both want respect, favorable public notice, and high success. That doesn't make McAlpin corrupt, but he and Greg appear to share a similar striving.

This is an old American story. People with money have an aura that protects them, even if they are underground criminals like Gregory Wolfe--until a note is found that says, "I'm going to kill you," or an IP address, or some other calling card. 

Greg's power is shrinking, but he controls Google and disables posts about him, fighting like a devil to regain control. I noticed recently that he pulled down the notice on Google that he was fired for sexual harassment, in case anyone is looking at him. At the same time, he has folded up his usual bloated and self-loving advertisements on his Google pages, as if hoping that a humble posture will weather the storm. He shrinks up in this manner when he's navigating a controversy. He did the same in 2017 after he was fired at Image.

Greg has learned to use hacking as a tool of enormous power--and he uses his education and accomplishments as shields. Since he's a malignant narcissist, he feels justified to do whatever it takes to protect himself. Also, he simply gets a rush from hacking me and others who might write about me--or about him--because he likes to own and break people. With this double motivation, he protects his brand, such as it is, and gets to enjoy the fun of ruining various people as if they are avatars in a video game.

I have mentioned that Greg has sent me child porn disguised as adult material. This action shows what a scum we are dealing with. I believe he did it foreseeing a possible escalation to law enforcement. I don't know if I ended up on some list somewhere. I know that Greg hoped I would.

Nor do I know if there is some deeper connection to law enforcement that Greg has that would offer him protection beside his money and position. I suspect that he simply looks like money, and law enforcement tend to lay back until there is clear cause--or fail to give such a criminal a second glance. 

Whatever happens, Greg's legacy will be his hacking endeavors. 

                         The Censor Hesitates

January 14, 2025. I removed yesterday's complaint that Greg had locked up my Submittable, since he finally restored access to my submissions. It had been locked and grayed, on every page--all access pages denied. Then my submissions and downloads returned. Greg has one vulnerable spot in his strongman approach as a hacker: censorship. He will sometimes back away from it.

Four months ago I couldn't locate the cover letter I used to submit The Lord's Hacker. There was nothing clickable on the front page of Submittable, nothing in messages although I had exchanged messages with the publisher, and nothing clickable in Forms. The cover letter had also vanished from my desktop. But after I complained about it, the cover letter appeared on Submittable. 

Something in Greg resists his own impulse to censor. I don't want to get too excited about these crumbs--I still don't know if editors are seeing my version of my submitted stories--but I want to acknowledge it anyway. That said, he's not going to stop.

                 Suspicious Silence at Amazon

January 11, 2024. Yesterday my publisher told me that she emailed a ticket to Amazon Central to fix my Amazon page and got back to them three times, but no one got back to her, over two weeks. Amazon Central is very good about getting back to writers--and even better at getting back to publishers. My publisher believed this was unusual, too. 

Since I know Greg views and deletes my emails--and gets into my associates' emails and deletes those too sometimes--I suspect Greg killed my publisher's emails to Amazon. After all, he has a strong motive to limit the publication of a book that exposes him. I believe he removed my Amazon page for this reason, and it's certain he will employ his hacking skills to harm the reach of The Lord's Hacker. He has earned my title for him--the censorship publisher. 

                                  Gun Photo

January 9, 2025. Twice this week, Monday and Tuesday, I opened my phone to find this photo of a gun opened to view. It's a photo I had taken at the Pioneer Museum in Eugene the previous week, part of a display about a female sheriff who experienced sexism at her job in the 70s. But it was the gun Greg cared about--an image that was another useful death threat. 

News of Greg's hacking has spread everywhere, and he is livid, out for blood. For the first time, his hacking has hurt him instead of helped. But his narcissistic ego is too large for him to give it up. He will punish all involved. He has instant access to anyone's computer and can easily review their emails and documents.

Greg has often sent me my own photos in his campaign of fear and harassment--image placements that are hard to prosecute, as they aren't posted or published. But Greg has posted many other fearful images in public view, though generally ambiguous. None of them contain any notes from Greg, saying, "Hi, I'm Gregory Wolfe!" or "Here's my IP!" No kidding. Advanced hackers don't leave calling cards. That's why they are left alone.

But it's the case at Eugene Weekly, in yesterday's post, that demands immediate investigation, as multiple people can attest to the unusual occurrences there, over the past several months. I've often wondered why law enforcement is unable to visit their office or least call them on the phone. It's possible that advanced hacking crimes are too difficult for police who lack the tech, and such testimony would force them to enter a dangerous hellscape completely naked and with no knowledge of the terrain. It's easier to say, There's nothing going on at Eugene Weekly.

           Continues Email-Deletion Campaign

January 8, 2025. More thoughts about Eugene Weekly. On Monday I placed an ad for my tutoring classes. The advertising contact said she'd email me the invoice, and when it didn't arrive, I wondered if Greg had deleted yet another email. The next day I called, and there was a generic voicemail that said, "Mailbox full. You can't leave a message." 

In an earlier post, I mentioned that Greg sets up fake voicemail boxes when he doesn't want me to call a certain place, and that he did so when the Eugene Weekly editor wanted to write a piece on Greg but went silent, without comment. Again, he can get quite elaborate in his high-tech hacking, playing CIA agent for small-town concerns.

I went into the Eugene Weekly office yesterday and talked to the woman who had said she'd email my invoice. She printed out the email that she'd sent but that never arrived in my inbox. I asked her to call the weekly, the office we stood in, and she called it on her cell. "That's odd," she said. "The phone isn't ringing. And that's not our voicemail."

The fake voicemail appeared to be set up for anyone who called, not just me. But Greg is a fan of change-ups. 

I believe Greg hacked the editor last year as a warning to stay away from me. Now that I placed an ad there, he deleted the email to show that he's marked the place, like some baboon who's in charge of a certain grove. He also might be showing me that he'll make sure my tutoring enterprise isn't going anywhere--he'll work his myriad magic tricks to kill any contact.  

Hacking is such a genius crime for the harasser. It scares the hell out of people, so they don't want to talk. The editor at the weekly is a cool lady who is trying to recover from an act of embezzlement that almost tanked the newspaper last year. Greg tends to hack people he knows are weak, knowing they won't talk, because hacked people--besides me and a few others, in this case--do not want to talk about it. 

This story probably sounds crazy to those who are new to Greg's behavior. But the sudden silence of the editor who'd said she wanted to investigate Greg is telling. Also telling is her refusal to acknowledge it when I told her EPD had forwarded the case to the FBI. It also shows something that these fake voicemails have popped up again and that the advertising contact observed this, and that one more email has been deleted. If it sounds crazy, it's because Greg is crazy, and unfortunately he's also very smart. 

Greg Feels Hated

January 4, 2025. The rumor is that Greg feels sad and "hated" right now. Self-sorriness is a common feeling for criminals with narcissistic personality disorder. What he should feel is deep remorse--instead, he feels sorry for himself. He feels like a victim. People aren't seeing his accomplishments and so on.

Let's recall a few of his behaviors that top his "worst of" list: He targeted me with my own photos of my son at various ages, while also spoofing random child death images to me--amounting to a terrifying threat. He changed my name and address on my first police report about his behavior to the Eugene Police Department. He spoofed child porn under cover of adult material. He took my two posts about him offline (including this one). He disabled comments on my entire blog. He disabled Google analytics by removing the dropdown on "Stats." He cut more than three hundred of my followers the day my first post about him went live. Several times he rewrote this larger post to make it seem frivolous and unedited. He deleted one entry about my son, and altered evidence on another. He downloaded a death image into my son's computer. He sent dick pics to my Latina date. He sent women infected emails and banners in my name. He hacked my colleagues who had supported me or written about my work. He frequently rewrites The Lord's Hacker. He hacked and harassed me when I was writing that book. He hacked the editor of Eugene Weekly after she said I was "on the list" for an investigation about him. He removed from Google almost all of the blog posts on my broader site, to diminish my presence. He removed my Amazon Author page. He hacked Hobart after the editor invited my submission. He wallpapered my Google pages for three days with porn descriptions, each one including my name and words like cunt and cum and cock. He pretended to be my son on Digital Touch. Three times he placed the profile of a friend who had committed suicide years earlier, onto my Facebook Friends profile list. He hacked an elderly professor because he thought he was helping me. He deleted many of my email submissions to publishers and editors. He deleted my email to the Commission on Judicial Fitness because it partly concerned him. He tracks my logins on Google so that he can locate me on public computers. Greg placed his own photo on my blog as warning, the day he first took this post offline--a warning to me and others. And I believe a careful read of my complete post, and its discussions of motives, leads to Gregory Wolfe.

When an active criminal has no ability to feel remorse or try to change--especially when a child is involved--feeling sorry for him only goes so far. But I'd forgive him if he stopped doing these things and apologized. 

Questions Replay

January 4, 2025. I offer these questions that exist in another entry in this post--for people who aren't looking at all eighty pages. I said this evidence was appropriate for civil court a year ago. But I'd say we have a lot more evidence now. 

Here is the original post, in early 2024:

I wanted to address any who might believe I have no evidence, simply because I lack an IP or a photograph of my hacker caught in the act. As Judge Charles Carlson told me at the hearing, I have evidence that would be persuasive in civil court, and my assertions raise many questions that point directly to Gregory Wolfe.

For instance, who placed Greg's picture on my blog for two weeks, a threatening gesture, after my post went live? Only my hacker would place his image on my blog.

Who removed the many followers of this blog right before I posted "A Christian Leader's Life"? Some other nemesis?

Who took this post about Gregory Wolfe offline, so that it didn't interact with the internet and rise on Google? Who else would want to hide it?

Who deleted the emails from my hacker to me and then restored some of them but not all? Who else had a motive?

Who deleted my email containing the porn descriptions that my hacker used to cover my Google pages, the email I had sent to the scholars? Who else would want to?

Who edited "A Christian Leader's Life" a few times after it went live, to convey a frivolous and unedited and sometimes confusing vibe so that I had to keeping rewriting it?

Who replaced the screenshot of the fake email that contained the iPhone memory, in a careful doctoring of evidence?

Who deleted the photo I took of my son sitting in front of his computer? It was wallpapered with my book cover art that my hacker had helped create. Gregory Wolfe had the motive.

Who is so focused on my son that he has to keep sending me his pictures to convey a threat? Who else deletes his texts? Some other random hacker?

Who demeaned, repeatedly, working class people in fake blogs and on my blog, just as he demeaned the working class background of one of the Image women who fired him?

Who else would spoof my police report about my hacker, placing my landlord’s name and email and phone on the report?

Who else would be interested in my communication about Gregory Wolfe to the police?

If it was a different hacker, he must have been very sympathetic to Gregory Wolfe and spent a lot of time covering for him and concealing his crimes.

The Censorship Publisher

January 6, 2025. I got an email from a publisher this morning telling me that an old manuscript I submitted to her three years ago had been rejected without their knowledge, due to a "possible bug." I think that bug was named Gregory Wolfe. If someone threw a rock at your house once, it's normal life--an accident. If a rock is thrown at your house ten times a week for many years, you ought to be concerned. The rock thrower has targeted you.

In other news, minutes ago I submitted a novel to a Portland publisher and received a "success" note. But at the same instant I received a "success" note from the British vanity press Pegasus. This is how Greg spends his time, uploading a fake manuscript to Pegasus in my name, and submitting it simultaneously with my submission to the Portland publisher. We all know that people go a little batty when they're at the end of their rope. 

Who knows what his message was: either that the Portland publisher is the same quality as Pegasus, or that Pegasus is the only publisher I have a chance at, with a perverted censor canceling my submissions. But his hacking is no longer a show of strength. Now it's as if he's crying out, "I'm alone, I have no audience to compliment me, and all that remains is inflicting harm." 

        Greg Deletes Email to Judicial Fitness 

January 3, 2025. I emailed Rachel a complaint at the Commission on Judicial Fitness in Salem, about the judge who bungled my restraining order request. When I called to confirm receipt of the email, I wasn't surprised when she told me she didn't receive it--yet another email deleted. The restraining order I had applied for mentioned Gregory Wolfe, and he wouldn't like any investigation that concerned him. 

Later I was able to upload my complaint at Judicial Fitness onto the site, and Rachel confirmed it. But I will check with her later to see that it remains on their site.

I mentioned that the judge didn't have my complete evidence. It's possible that Greg altered my evidence file before I printed it, and that I only believed I was submitting the complete file at the court intake window. I can't know for sure.

Whatever happened, Greg is committing crimes at a high level, just as he did when he blocked my first police report at the Eugene Police in January 2024. That's why, later, in the summer, I carried my paper evidence file to the police station where Officer Anderson examined it and sent it to the FBI.

Every item in a digital file is like a ripe dandelion, ready for a hacker to pluck and blow it across a summer field.

Restraining Order News

December 30, 2024. I tried to get a restraining order for my son today, since I don't think the FBI will do anything, and if they do, it will take a while. But this judge believed my mention of the Eugene Police Department and the FBI were part of a tall story, conjured by someone who believes in hackers. Also, the evidence I presented was incomplete on the judge's end. The death image of the child facedown in the field must have been plucked from the court's computer system. He said he didn't have it, and seemed to suggest it was part of a deception on my part.

He told me this was the fourth restraining order I had requested in three years, and said he believed it suggested an "obsession." Well, yeah, but not how he thinks. He said, "This has nothing to do with Gregory Wolfe."

The police referral to the FBI is verifiable. Apparently this judge was unable to pick up the phone and call the police supervisor I had mentioned by name.

It was surreal. A suspicious, scornful, and unreasonable judge . . . Lost evidence . . . Maybe it was just a normal day in a small-town court.

It's true judges have clear statutes to determine restraining orders, but it's worse when mind-reading is part of the process. So far only one judge--Charles Carlson--has been open to anything related to hacking. Otherwise, there has been open ridicule for the existence of a crime whose destruction grows nationally day by day. They simply don't have the resources or tech capacity to acknowledge it. It wouldn't do to admit they are helpless in this area. Thus they regard those who bring hacking cases as the real hackers. We wear it in our clothes and in our sullen faces. 

It's likely only five to eight percent of judges and law enforcement are even open to the subject. 

That's why I have kept going back to the police and judges. It's a numbers game, finding your way into that five to eight percent, and I've had some good results too. But a negative result is fruitful to illustrate the culture we are up against at this time.

Greg's Eternal Edits

December 30, 2024. Greg cut a line in this document that says “Some people act like they were hacked, but weren’t,” and placed it right after my discussion of the situation at Image below, in my December 27 entry. We know he likes to make his misleading edits. Also, this move suggests that he might be hacking the women over there. Whenever Greg communicates something in this indirect manner, almost always he's denying reality.

Of course he's hacking them. He hacks many people for no good reason, and these women, justly, took away his one big achievement. I've seen evidence of his hacking there, eviscerations of certain Image content and photos, from popular issues--thrown down the long stairs of Google ranking. He's got his hands all over it. That's his way.

Greg censors in large and small ways. When he's not messing with Blogger, the spellcheck works fine. But check out my pic of "restrainin orders"--no red line today.

         Greg Uses Women in Revenge Game

December 27, 2024. Gregory Wolfe specializes in wrecking friendships, especially when beautiful women are involved. To this Serbian woman, an editor who is a friend of mine, he sent infected-looking emails to turn her away from me, after she asked if I had a short story to send to her. It started a fight between me and her. Elsewhere in this post I include the screenshots of her statement that she was receiving infected-looking banners that Greg often sends. I intend this entry as an expansion of similar entries, with a slightly different focus.  

I've also mentioned that he removed pictures of my then-wife from Facebook in 2015, hacked my friend Mary Owen, the daughter of Donna Reed in 2022, and in 2023 sent dick pics to my date.

For many years, while at Image, Greg hired very cute young interns. I've mentioned that he filmed them in a mock video called "The Interns," showing cleavage and flashes of panties. He tried to get at least one of them to go to bed, she said no, and he got fired by his all-women staff, for his sexual harassment, gas-lighting, brutal psychological manipulation, and panic-inducing control games and bullying. It was the subject of a prominent article. He gets off on having cute girls around, to make himself look good, and he fights men based on the attractive women they know.

Greg is a Russian-style porn hacker. He likes to play the strong man in this way.

         Greg Cut This Photo and Its Blog Post

December 26, 2024. Greg has edited this entire, sprawling blog post many times, now and then cutting entries and photos. Today I looked for the entry that shows the Word note "Someone has made changes since you last opened this document"--a note that Word generated in much older versions, if a person opened the document in various computers. But I only edited my document on one computer, and I have a new version of Word. Since Greg actually rewrites passages of The Lord's Hacker--and frequently changes grammar and word choice--I believe he wanted to show me this note as a taunt.

At any rate, I couldn't find that post in this lengthy blog post today--because Greg had cut it. And he cut it because it plainly shows his interference. It also shows his high-tech ability to get into any program. As I mention elsewhere, he also placed fake login screens on Word, as if I had to sign in there to work on my manuscript. Logins to Word! There were other similar distractions, including a white "card" that he placed over the page on which I was trying to write. It only showed the text on the far right side. These cards and the login screens usually vanished in a minute, as if their purpose was to make me angry so that I couldn't write. 

Fortunately I found the pic of the Word message saved in screenshots just now. Who knows what else he has recently deleted. I try to keep up with it, but there's a lot of material.

Greg started placing this note on Word when I was writing The Lord's Hacker and when he was "editing" it, earlier this year.

The last time I saw the above notice was about two weeks ago, when I was doing my third final proof of The Lord's Hacker before it goes to my editor. Greg has edited this line (below) three other times, for some reason. My original line reads, "with four or five shiny leaves on it." I keep changing it back. The censorship publisher is hard to keep up with. He has made a lot of stupid, nothing changes like this, just to be an ass.

Interaction with Eugene Weekly Editor

December 26, 2024. I ran into Camille, the editor of Eugene Weekly the other day, out front of the magazine's office--the one who agreed to do an article about my hacking but went silent. She was about to go into the office when I was stopping by to tell her the news about the police referral to the FBI. She seemed quite spooked. She put on a mask and didn't want to make eye contact. When I asked if she'd been hacked, she said, "Nope." 

After I told her the news, she said nothing. I said, "Well, it seems like a momentous development, right?"

"Thanks for stopping by," was all she said about it. "Thanks for stopping by."

You never know for sure what's going on with someone, but I have learned that the hacked do not like to talk about being hacked.

Ding!

December 26, 2024. Greg likes to send me a little message now and then, to show that he's watching. Sometimes he shows me that my blog is blank, and restores it later. But his go-to message is a simple ding! I can tell when it's him because my email and text alerts have a shiver and a ding. Greg's message is just a ding.

I suppose he wants me to know that he won't stop. Sometimes I think he's saying, Yes, I am psychotic. But that might be my own psychology reading into it. Greg thinks he's completely normal.

I was reading about malignant narcissists in psychiatric journals. It's not a category of diagnosis, but it describes a certain characteristic of some who have a particularly nasty case of narcissistic personality disorder. 

I read that a person with this disorder can commit severe violence against someone and minutes or an hour later go to work or meet friends at a restaurant and feel completely at ease and social. They might even talk about moral subjects. And I thought, I know someone like that.

There's no one home where Greg lives. There's certainly nothing about faith or God. His most holy message is a tinny ding in our vast, beautiful and meaningful world.

                     Controls Email Accounts

December 25, 2024. It is with a light heart that I announce former Christian leader Gregory Wolfe is hacking me on Christmas morning! I'm unable to create a new Gmail or Proton account. He all but disabled my icloud and combined it with my Gmail, so incoming emails end up in one or the other accounts. Also, my emails from Varsity Tutors goes either to icloud spam or Gmail spam, so I have to search both accounts often, in spam or trash, to see if anyone wrote me about a new client. Clicking "this email is not spam" doesn't help. It's a huge mess.

In the past, Greg has simply prevented my contact with many employers, canceling email communication, deleting applications, etc. This time I believe he wanted to allow me to work here--to show that I am getting employment--but he decided to hamper my ability to get assignments as they come in. Therefore he achieves the same result, but maintains appearances. I didn't see this job that had landed in my spam for hours. But Greg has always been sneaky like this, and like I have said, he devotes an ungodly amount of time to hacking me. My screens are always open on some computer in his office. 

Greg is experiencing a kicking, furious disbelief that he has been exposed, and of course he blames me. He thought he was so good at hacking, so ghostly, that no law enforcement would ever consider that these pages might point to him, and that everyone he has hacked would be too scared to talk. 

Now his narcissistic brain boils with rage. Instead of backing off, he rushes into the firelight with his knife to teach me a lesson, show that they will never catch him, and assert his ego by stepping up his crimes and becoming even more active. That's a psychology that many criminals have when things are looking bleak for them. And rarely is it a salutary game plan. Look what happens to Walter White.

Merry Christmas, Greg! I hope you're leaving some room for Jesus, the Holy Ghost, and a more cheerful Santa.

This Post Is Not Online

December 23, 2024. This new post, "Eugene Police Department Refers Gregory Wolfe Hacking Case to FBI," is not online. It was posted December 14. I had cut and pasted the previous post, "A Christian Leader's Life in Censorship and Porn Hacking," into this new post and gave it a new title to see if the new one would also fail to go online. (I took the previous post down after I transferred it to this post. It had been up for six months or longer).

Neither one went online. That's because Gregory Wolfe took them offline. Who else would have the motivation? I don't believe it's possible that both posts about Gregory Wolfe would simply happen to go offline. There are many other examples in these pages of Gregory Wolfe protecting himself by manipulating online content.

Double Life

December 23, 2024. In Greg's hacking, he also lives a double life. He usually tries to make things look a bit off, so that I’ll know he’s doing it. He wants to stay hidden, but since he’s a harasser, he has to be seen too. If I think his hacking is normal computer behavior, then I won’t get so frustrated. Therefore he finds a careful way to show his hand.

(This hacking event took place December 20th, along with other hacks that I describe in the previous post.)

Look at this message below. I was trying to change my password, but I was already logged in with the same username I had used with this company where I was recently hired. So this message makes no sense. (I was changing my password, not logging in. The message is therefore senseless. I was caught in this loop for a half hour).

More Death Notices and a Meaningful Banner

December 21, 2024. Yesterday I got a new job and needed to supply a different email, so I used my icloud email. Suddenly my icloud email and Gmail got mixed. Then I discovered that my password had been changed, and I was locked out. Then I saw that a photo banner had appeared on the Icloud page on my computer. I had never seen such a banner here before. It was created that day--the day that my password was changed--and it contained a photo of a candle and a photo of my son. 

Hours earlier, I received a Blacketter Google alert for another family, in Sawyer, MN, regarding the funeral of a young woman whose father had also died. There was a photo of a candle to represent the young woman's passing. I haven't received any Google alerts for seven years, as that service was disabled--Greg reroutes my Google alerts to himself so that he can decide whether to take the news offline--and I had never received an alert about a different Blacketter.

It seems clear that Greg wanted to make a connection with that banner--another subtle death communication. 

But it's probably too subtle for the FBI.

The reason I don't have high hopes for the FBI is that they are trained to deal only with physical evidence, with actual bodies and clear threats like "I'm going to kill you." People do say that out loud, but some are suggestive, passive aggressive, or almost hidden in their threats, too. Greg's obscure campaign of metaphorical homicide, using avatars and fake Facebook profiles and the like, is probably lost on the FBI. I hope I'm wrong, but I don't have a good feeling about it. They will probably say my evidence looks normal--nothing's going on there.

Is it normal to receive constant death images coupled with images of your kid? Is it normal to have an icloud email banner suddenly created for you that contains both types of these images? It might happen once, but not again and again. These pictures below are my own screenshots but they are out of order, and I don't believe iphone chose them for me. Most of them are hacking-related, and they seem to pull my son into that aggression. Gregory Wolfe often uses my own photos for meaningful communication.

The facts emerge eventually. But it's important to remember the perceptive judges, lawyers, and officers encountered along the way--the ones willing to take a longer look. One will encounter more of them down the long path.

The photo of my son is cropped out here--I don't include his pictures in public anymore--but I included the full banner in my email to the Christian scholars.

InvestigateWest

December 12, 2024. I attempted to contact InvestigateWest about a possible investigation of Gregory Wolfe. I found the same interference as when I was in touch with the Eugene Weekly editor Camille, who said I was "on the list" for an investigation but then stopped communicating.

When I first saw the InvestigateWest site, today at about 1 pm, there was a photo of two journalists front and center, two women on a couch, one wearing a backwards baseball hat. Within two hours of my first email contact, that photo was removed. This might be a coincidence or it might not be. But it's possible that Greg hacked them immediately to send out an early salvo in warning. He endured one investigative article about him in 2017--about getting fired for sexual harassment--and he doesn't want another.

When I called the InvestigateWest number, I found a robot voice telling me to leave a message. Later I took my phone off wifi and called back. This time I got the voicemail of someone who actually works there. My phone log shows I called the same number both times. Again, the exact thing happened at Eugene Weekly when I tried to call them last year, first the robot voice asking me to leave a message, then (after I cut wifi and called back) a real voicemail from someone who worked there. 

Greg is able to set up a fake voicemail when I call a certain number. But this hack only works when my wifi is on.

The Seattle-based InvestigateWest number shows as Spokane on my phone log. Both calls are shown here.

Here is their website:

https://www.investigatewest.org/

                          

     A Disturbed, Immoral "Christian Leader"

November 19, 2024. For days Gregory Wolfe has been sending me more photos of my son, as a baby, as a toddler, and more recent pictures--even though I turned off Messenger a few months ago, when he was sending pictures of my son then too. 

Last week, he sent a "memories" pic, with my son in view, but he disabled screenshots of it. Next day, he sent a memories bar, without my son in view, maybe so that it was impervious to screenshots that would reveal something. When I clicked the bar, it went to a pic of my son in diapers. There is clearly no uniformity in the memory shots he's sending. And there are no records of these dark gifts in "memories" or Messenger.

Greg wants to communicate that something bad is going to happen to my son. He sends me death images of children for the same reason.

The other day I sent a new picture of my son to the Christian scholars. He's ten, wears a hat over his long hair, and has a natural, happy smile. Even the most hardened prisoners know that children are sacred. But Greg, a "Christian," doesn't know that. 

                       A Sneak and a Fraud 

October 17, 2024. Gregory Wolfe has committed fraud against thousands of innocent people in his various Christian enterprises. He has sold his Christian humanist idea to coax artists to his Glen retreat, all the while studying his dark webs tools to harass, bully, censor, and destroy anyone who challenged him. Let’s not forget that the author of a book on teaching morals to children harasses with adult porn, child porn, and sexually harasses young women. He made a lot of money as an outright Christian fraud. 

 

After I posted this fraud post, I discovered that my blog was empty. I saw that it was still there later. I mentioned that he uses two screens a lot.

                    

Killed My MS Word

October 24, 2024. Greg has replaced my MS Word with some shaky app that is generally broken. Nothing works. It takes ten to twenty clicks to make the cursor appear. It's next to impossible to write with, and I'm afraid that's the idea--kill my ability to write. The spelling check is broken. The search-all function is broken. He’s really going deep in his censorship now. I just got a message that was supposed to be from Word: “How do you like our service?” Love it, Greg.

I also just saw that my MS Office Suite is up to date. My MS Word instructor months ago told me that I seemed to be using an online temporary Word app of low quality and not the one I have in my computer. This new one is even worse.

I found this fake cluster of pics on my Google page the other day. It directs the eye to my one bad review, and has no prestigious content. Google analytics is smarter than that. That's why you don't see bad reviews on other writers' Google pages.

Deletes Blog Posts

October 12, 2024. Gregory Wolfe has deleted almost all of my blog posts from Google. Then I looked at Duck Duck Go and found them all over there, and emailed the scholars about it. Within hours of that email, he'd pushed all of them down to far pages on Duck Duck Do. He's usually at his desk doing God knows what, but he reviews my emails I as send and receive them. Here are a few notices of my blog posts on Duck Duck Go, almost none of which appear on Google.

Greg has also disabled the copy function on my blogger, in the past couple of days, so I took screenshots of screenshots that were on my email and uploaded those.

Amazon Page Removed One Month After The Lord's Hacker Accepted for Publication

October 7, 2022. My new author page was verified on 10/7/24, but my name in the system was reconfigured to "Blackett," due to frequent searches with those letters, and search results using "Blacketter" are temporarily blocked. 

That's their explanation. I actually think my friend Mr. Wolfe removed my Amazon page. I don't have enough people typing my name on Amazon to change the algorithms of the largest company in the world.

                  A Christian Leader's Life, 1

Background: Judge Charles Carlson

March 11, 2024. In February 2022 I sought a restraining order against my hacker, my first publisher, Gregory Wolfe, after he'd been hacking me and sending me porn for eight years and obsessing about my son. The third judge I saw at Eugene Civil Court, Charles Carlson, was the one who believed the evidence I provided and didn’t simply throw it out because it lacked an IP address. High-level hackers don’t leave IPs. He said a restraining order was only granted for direct threat of violence. "But I wouldn't put up with this either," he said. "You need to sue this person." I chose to write a novel, "The Lord's Hacker," instead. 

I spent fourteen months working on this book, day and night. He hacked me especially hard while I was writing it. He hacks editors who contact me about my novels and stories, to turn them away from me. He's a malignant narcissist, and is very charming and likeable, even convincing.

I resist the idea that I harmed his reputation. He did that himself. The one-hundred scholars I updated regularly about him were open to my emails only after he was fired by his all-women staff at the literary journal he founded. He had tried to entice a young woman on his staff to his hotel room and blamed it on her when she said no. This was no sad dalliance or sympathetic mistake, but an abuse of power, especially since he gaslighted her after the event. 

The greatest advertisement regarding my hacker's reputation is his own behavior. 

In addition, these scholars are serious people, not frivolous souls amenable to baseless rumors. They are professors at Loyola, Purdue, Hillsdale, and elsewhere, and they listened to me because their vague suspicions about him had gathered into tangible facts at Image Journal. 

Writing to them over nine years was a rare gift of justice. All exceptions granted, our legal system tends to throw out hacking cases as a matter of course, and victims usually have no voice. 

Highlights

My hacker used spoofing tricks to send porn to my Latina date. He also used a spoofing technique to sour my relationship to my landlord and to try to get me kicked out of my house. He hacked the literary journal Hobart after the editor invited my submission. And he hacked a colleague of mine, J.T. Bushnell, after J.T. wrote about my fist book, in Poets & Writers. And his hacking sent me to the hospital for a week in October, 2023.

 

He also intercepted a police report I filed on his spoofing messages to my landlord, and changed my name on the form to her name, and this created confusion and discord. 

He has deleted or tampered with evidence in my ongoing communication with law enforcement. I describe these and other hacking incidents below. He has also revised earlier drafts of this document to convey a haphazard and frivolous intention.

Enemy Email

Everything started with the following email exchange, when my hacker was my publisher, in 2014.  

"You decide if you want to make an enemy of me or not," he said, all because I didn't want to write articles for Christian blogs. Some of his audience disliked my book, and he said he wanted to try to make me more "human" to his Christian audience.

The first email is mine, and the second is my hacker's, both from 2013. He had rejected my first two attempts to write blog posts, saying they should be lighter for his audience, and I was starting to feel "snotty"--his number one complaint about me.

It is telling that my hacker, a Christian leader, threatened to make me an enemy, simply because I disagreed with him. I figured he must really go through the roof if a person actually disrespected him.

He asked me to apologize--he emailed that he wanted to talk to me by phone to see if I was truly sorry. When he didn't follow through with the phone call but began dropping my Google content, I emailed him he wasn't any kind of Christian and told him to F-off.

The email in which he told me he wanted to talk on the phone to see if I was truly sorry was deleted. He has restored some of the emails he deleted, as if fearing getting caught, but has neglected to restore others.

Illegal Porn

In 2015, during the first year of hacking, I believe he sent me illegal porn via a spoofing technique. He was hacking my and my then-wife's phone and making our computers hiss. I contacted the FBI and Idaho state police. I believe he wanted to get me in trouble. He is the master of the spoof, presenting digital items that seem one way on the surface, but are something else underneath. Russian-style hackers use porn and illegal porn often, to terrify and silence. 

When I gathered a list of 100 Christian scholars and told them what my hacker was up to, a friend of  his said I was crazy and needed professional help. My hacker was considered an angel at this time. I laid off that email excursion until he got fired for sexual harassment two years later. 

My Hacker Fired for Sexual Harassment

In 2017, Wolfe was fired by his all female staff at his literary journal, Image (before he started running a publishing house) for challenging workplace and sexual harassment. One of his staff said he'd invited her to his hotel room when they were at a conference. When she said no, he blamed her and tried to convince her it had been her idea all along. He frequently made light of her working-class background and suggested she needed him to advance her career (his views about working-class people are similarly revealed in later interactions with me). 

In 2013 he had made a video of his staff at his literary journal, all of the young women either showing their cleavage or revealing a flash of panties or placing their pencils between their teeth etc. He had put it on Facebook but it vanished in a week. A few thousand people must have seen the post, though perhaps it seemed pretty vanilla at the time--until the women came forward later.

Everyone Knows Someone Who was Hacked

My friend Michelle who works at Smith Family Bookstore was hacked for months in 2020. She's a pro-choice activist who had apparently angered some Christian right-wingers online. A drone followed her car at night. One night, when she dropped me off in Springfield, I saw the drone hovering high above a house across the street, its light blinking. Few believed her story. "You get an IP?" people asked like a mantra.

My friend Lisa in Denmark had two hackers ruin her business. They had shut down her Facebook by posting ISIS flags on it and pro-death remarks and more, until she fled to Italy. The police threw out her two-hundred pages of evidence because they were trained to require an IP address and ignored her personal testimony regarding these hackers that she knew. 

This IP-only philosophy gives a nod to all advanced hackers, aiding and abetting their crimes, for they always hide their IP addresses. The only hackers who get caught are beginners. 

My Hacker is Known for his Dick Pics

In 2017, when Gregory Wolfe was down after his firing, I found a Facebook page in his name that someone had made. There was a row of dick pics in the banner. I supposed this person who created the page had been the recipient of such pics, and I discovered later that my hacker uses them as a weapon. Though I don't take screen shots of anything that has pornographic images, I wish I had made an exception for that Facebook page.

Ashley Madison and "The Evil Dead"

Also in 2017, my hacker learned that my second wife (in 2005) had cheated on me with our landlord, and that I cheated back. He listens to my conversations. He placed an Ashley Madison ad on my site for two months, even though my AdSense wasn't turned on. 

In September 2017 he posted this image of me online. In an email I had sent to the Christian scholars, who tend to believe my accounting of events, I had said he was evil. My hacker generally says that what I say about him is true about me.

Wallpapered My Google Page with Porn Descriptions

In July 2019, Wolfe wallpapered about twenty pages of my Google pages with porn descriptions. When anyone Googled my name, these porn descriptions came up, including some English words like cock and cunt. My name was in each description. I had asked my friends to Google my name, and these pages appeared for them to see too.

These screen shots were deleted from my phone. It's lucky that I had posted them in a private Facebook post.

Manipulates Dating Site

In May 2019 I dated a black woman through a website in Cincinnati when I was divorced. She was a Christian and wanted me to be one, and it didn't work out. In a few weeks, I looked at the dating site again and saw it was all very large black women who were looking only for sex, at least that was all I could see on the site. He seemed to say, Oh you want a black girl? Try one of these.

Sends Infected emails to My Student

My hacker's central strategy is to turn people away from me. In 2021, a private student named Arlene told me on the phone that she had received a handful of “spammy messages” that appeared to be from me, but they were slightly different than my gmail name. She said they were infected-looking. There was an added middle initial. "It looks like he's trying to turn me away from you."  

Places Alarming Books on my Amazon Page

On my Amazon page, my hacker has posted several books that sound like I am about to get hurt--one of his many subtle threats. He posted this one in August 2022. Notice the spelling doesn't justify its place on my Amazon page.

Suspicious Rejections

In February 2020, an Ooligan Press editor invited me to submit an unpublished manuscript, and returned a standard form letter after a few days. Since she had invited me to submit, it would be standard politeness to say "It's not good a fit, thank you for submitting"--something like that. Her silence reveals a pattern of editors going quiet even after they invited my work. I believe she was hacked and understood not to contact me.

Uses False Avatars

My hacker has used a hundred avatars to harass me. The following blog entry was posted in September 2021 and shot up to number one on my Google page overnight (That doesn't happen with a brand-new student blog with one post). 

Here "she" lists "a mild case of bipolar disorder" as my major literary accomplishment, no mention of my graduation at the Iowa Writers' Workshop, only negative or questionable achievements. This post was the first and only offering on the blog. (I have a manageable case of bipolar disorder, and have had two manic periods in my life. I haven't had a manic period since I began taking medication in 2010.)

This disparaging list reveals a bias against working class people and those who have struggled with mental health--a recuring theme with Greg.

Replaced links on My Website

At this time I discovered that the links on my blogs leading to my interviews and book reviews now led to professional janitorial services and "bathroom wizard" etc. when I clicked on them. I had started a maintenance job at the university. An Oxford graduate, Wolfe wants to remind everyone that he's in one class and the rest of us are in another, just as one of the woman at Image Journal conveyed in her own experience of him. 

Hacks Colleagues and Editors

In May 2021 J.T. Bushell published an article that mentions me in Poets & Writers, and was hacked as a warning to stay away from me. His many Poets & Writers articles were removed from his top Google page--all so that no one would see that he had written an article about me. JT, a friend, seemed spooked, and soon stopped communicating with me. I believe he was hacked severely and  understood he wasn't supposed to contact me.

In July 2021 I referred J.T. to the editor at Largehearted Boy in NYC, when J.T. and I were still in occasional contact, and he said he'd be glad to run a "Narrated playlist" from J.T. But he wouldn't return J.T.'s emails after that, or mine. I figured the editor had been hacked, since he'd always returned my emails, and I included him in an email I sent to the scholars about freedom of expression and the need to resist hackers, who want to control people for their own ends. Within a month, he ran J.T.'s playlist.

Phone Call from My Hacker

In March, 2022 I was in Dayton, Ohio where I was applying for a teaching job for one semester. The chair at a college there told me there were ten positions coming opening soon, and she said she liked my resume very much. The next day I called the chair and her secretary said there were no positions open. It was a nonsensical exchange that people who are hacked get used to.

That night while I was at a motel, Wolfe called in the middle of the night and said, "Wrong number, wrong number," and hung up. He has a distinctive voice, deep and pressurized. I would recognize it anywhere. I believe he wanted to communicate that I got the wrong number when I ever decided to send him my novel. I returned to Eugene.

It was hard to get teaching jobs in Oregon, and I knew Ohio was a good place to work as an adjunct.

First Threat Against My Son

In late March 2022 my hacker wallpapered the water-burial cover art of my book (a pic he helped to create) onto my son's computer. It was the day before I was scheduled to meet with the third judge, Charles Carlson. 

(In February, 2024, my hacker, Gregory Wolfe, deleted this picture from this site, along with the brief narrative that accompanied it, and deleted the picture from my laptop. He wants to use children as a harassment tool, but doesn't like being known for that. I found it elsewhere and put it back up on March 5th).

This is a picture of my son sitting in front of his computer.

Hacks My Publisher 

In May 2022 my Eugene publisher, the CEO of Wipf & Stock, called me and told me that my hacker had dropped my novel from his publishing house (I had requested to take back my book the year before). The CEO told me that Horses All Over Hell would remain at Wipf & Stock. He was friendly. I asked him if could get some "Horses"-themed bookmarks for my reading at Barnes and Noble.

When I went to the publisher to pick up the bookmarks a week later, I saw the CEO in the coffee shop on the floor below his offices, and he looked afraid when he saw me. He went out the door, and he never spoke to me again or returned any of my emails. He's one of the most gentle, good-natured people I've known, and I believe my hacker hacked him in retaliation for keeping "Horses" at Wipf & Stock. 

When I had dinner with the CEO in 2013, when my first book, Down in the River, was scheduled to be published (at this time my hacker's publishing house was an imprint of Wipf & Stock), he said he didn't much like working with the man who later would become my hacker. "He wants everyone to kiss his ring," he said.

This pattern is unmistakable: first an editor is friendly, and then he never talks to me again, though our interactions had been absent any tension. I'll always be enormously grateful to the CEO for keeping my book despite what must've been a difficult period of hacking and harassment. 

Professor Osteen Hacked

In March 2023 I wrote an email to the scholars on my email shoutout page in which I update them about my hacker. I thanked someone in the group for helping me figure out if they were receiving my missives, but I didn't mention a name. 

The same day, Mark Osteen wrote me and asked to be removed from the email list (after eight years). I told him that the emails were grayed out and I couldn't remove him now, but I'd keep trying. The next day he wrote, in all caps, "Please remove me from this list. I do not want to receive any more emails from you. Comply at last!" 

It seemed an exaggerated response for someone who had been with me since the beginning of my email list. I believe my hacker had gone hunting and found that Mark was a fiction writer and a professor of "neurodiverse" literature, and figured that he was the one who had helped me, and that he was weak and old enough to hack without consequence. I was soon able to remove his name. Mark is an elderly man, and I believe his behavior was evidence that he was hacked abusively that day. 

Spoofs Dick Pics to my Date

In December 2022 I met a Latina, Martha, who manages a bowling alley at Valley River Center.

When she and I began texting, she said she received "strange" pics, and said she liked the internet at first but now she didn't trust anyone. I never heard from her again. 

Hacked Literary Editor Who Asked to See My Work

In September 2023, Elizabeth Ellen invited my submission of short stories to Hobart after we had emailed back and forth. Then she went quiet and has not contacted me since. Her enthusiasm was interrupted suddenly, and continues a pattern of sudden silence exhibited by editors I have contacted. I believe she was hacked and terrorized and knew not to have contact with me.

Uses Illegal Video as Terror Tool

In August 2023 my hacker sent me illegal content again, spoofing it as adult material. 

Spoofs My Facebook Friend Request

In August 2023 I tried to friend ten people who had made comments on a literary site. The next day, I received five new friends. They all lived in Mexico and they liked big construction trucks. I wouldn't mind being friends with them at all, but this shows that my hacker is not only a very good hacker, but also that he doesn't think much of the working class. I believe he was saying, These are the only friends I will allow for you. 

Another Editor Hacked

In October 2023 I was going to submit a story to my friend who runs a literary journal in Serbia. She had asked me to send a story, and seemed disappointed when I had told her I couldn't separate a story from my published book. Then I found two stories for her. In the exchange below, she reveals that she was being hacked. 

My hacker wants to shut down any notice I might receive, even in Serbia.

Psyops Noises Issue from My Computer

In September 2023 I had been writing "The Lord's Hacker" when Wolfe fixed my computer to make a strong rhythmic panting. I looked up the use of such noises and found it's a method of wearing a person down. This technique was used by American psyops teams in Viet Nam and is used by hackers. It sounds paranoid, but he has gone to extremes before. He uses the famous porn-bombing that hackers use, and other techniques to create anxiety, shock, and pain. On Facebook, in 2014, his wife had applauded his work ethic of never leaving his desk and rarely sleeping. He was indeed hacking at practically all hours, apparently while he administered his duties at his publishing house.

Hospital Stay

I had exhausted myself by writing "God's Hacker" day and night over fourteen months, and I was beat for a long while afterwards. This sound on my computer did wear me out. When a particularly brutal hacking came after I had finished my book, I entered the hospital. I was in the hospital for five days. When I got out, he played the panting sound on my computer and hacked me--the very day I got home! He only played this "music" when I was writing The Lord's Hacker.

Swaps Digital Info on Caller ID

In November 2023 my hacker switched the name of my doctor and my pest control in my phone's address book, to suggest that I needed to be treated like a pest. He often switches caller ID so I don't know who is calling. My digital world is so full of glitches, I don't believe in glitches anymore.

Friend Requests From Kids

In 2019, I received a friend request from a young woman, from the Philippines, who was in her twenties. She liked Dickens and Classical music. In a week her avatar changed to a twelve year old who "likes ice-cream cones." These friend requests usually have one mutual friend, but I believe he only makes it look that way. Below is a more recent request, from November 2023. It's possible to receive such things without my hacker's help, but I have received enough garbage like this to wallpaper a house.

Blocks My Phone Calls etc.

On January 8, 2024, he prevented six calls to the employment department. On my phone appears a card with a green button that says "Call failed."  

Also on the 10th, I inquired about an accommodation in the disability office--I had called earlier that morning--and when I left, I found an empty digital phone card that read, "Disabled." This card began to appear every other time I opened my phone, for two weeks.

Any one of these could be a glitch, but my hacker sends communication like this constantly.
Sometimes I can call my doctor's office, but it rings and rings. Or a robot answers and puts me in a cue, but it's not the standard music that my doctor's office plays, and no one ever picks up.

Spoofs My Landlord and Tries to Get Me Kicked out of My House

On January17 2024 I received a spam letter that stated my Facebook account was going to close. I took a screenshot of it. The next day I saw that the letter had been texted to my landlord from my phone, known as spoofing. But I hadn't texted her this.

When I tried to explain spoofing to her, she didn't understand it. She said, "This was obviously sent by you. I can see your email in the screenshot." Of course my folders are in the picture. I was the one who took the screenshot.

I tried to explain that a hacker has total control of your phone. He controls all your photos and screenshots, and all the functions. If you take a nude selfie, for instance, your hacker can send it to your husband's best friend, from your phone, so that it appears that you sent the pic. One purpose of spoofing is for a hacker to send disturbing images etc. to your boss, your spouse, your kid--to cause rancor and distrust in relationships, because such texts appear to come from your phone, your name. But it's just a spoof, a trick. Your hacker is the one who sent it.

My hacker wanted my landlord to believe that I'm the type of person who sends spammy, creepy, and threatening letters of this kind.

Police Report Interference

On January 25, 2024 I filed a police report about the spoofing that upset my landlord, filling in my name and address. When I tried to submit it, there was an error message. The next day my landlord told me the police called. She said I had put in her address and email, and said, "Why did you do that! Why did you put in my name? I'm not the kind who makes police reports."

At the very least, my hacker is certainly not being careful right now. His brand has tanked, and he blames me instead of his behaviors. He's doing things, with greater repetition, that he wouldn't have done last year.

Digital Touch: Greg Pretends to be My Son

That night I texted my son that I loved him and couldn't wait to see him again. Later I got a Digital Touch message from him, where he picks a color and touches that screen, and you touch it back. Only, he told me the next day that he didn't send anything like that, and had never downloaded that app. 

It was Wolfe, pretending to be my son! Yes, things are getting weird. No surprise, he deleted this digital touch exchange, and deleted the screenshot of it later. 

            Suicide Included in My “Friends”

February 12th Facebook shows friends who are recently active. Michael's profile appeared there today. He committed suicide many months ago. That is a pretty obvious message that my hacker is going to do his best to get me to follow suit, thus the psyops panting that he puts on my computer at all hours now.

Constant Social Media Censorship

In November 2023 I joined the Facebook page Beat Poems On the Road and was receiving 500 to 900 likes on my posts. The admin, Steff, got hacked and cut me off. In Facebook pages I frequent, my hacker often uses an avatar to bark at me and complain to the admin about me. If this doesn't work, he hacks them until they drop me. I have experienced this five or six times. In the case of Beat Poems, I believe he couldn't handle that I was getting so much exposure, and he had to put an end to it. 

In 2019 he began to create many avatars that would bark at me on social media. They always had brand new accounts created that day. By 2023, his avatars had posts that went down and down their pages, and were generally posted in a single day, as if created with the help of AI. If this activity sounds bizarrely petty, tedious, and unworthy of an Oxford graduate, I would have to agree.

 

Threat Against My Son and Tampering with Evidence

On February19th 2024 I emailed the scholars that I had a friend request from a very young prostitute. Her comment that she could “go as long as you want” struck me as false, something an old man would say when trying to sound like a young prostitute. I didn’t take a screenshot because she might have been underage. 

Seconds after I sent that email I received this “New Photo Memory” with my son’s picture on it. The trouble is, iphone memories are an iphone-inclusive feature, and they don’t send out such notices via email. The purpose was to send fear and alarm about my son’s safety. My hacker reviews my emails and was probably angry that I laughed at him about the prostitute avatar.

Then I emailed the scholars again, about his fake email containing the iphone memories. 

The iphone memories email was deleted that day. Luckily I had taken a screenshot as soon as I received it--but screenshots aren't always secure.

It wasn't until March 11 that I saw he had replaced my screenshot with another one. This new screenshot shows iphone memories as generated by iphone instead of the original email he had sent. This new screenshot also shows a two-minute lapse between when I sent the email about the prostitute and when he sent the iphone memories email. But when I had taken the screenshot, it recorded that only seconds had passed. This man has shown that he can put himself through quick tedium for his hacking work.

This is the screenshot that he replaced mine with. Instead of showing seconds on the bounce-back email, this one shows two minutes, enough time for him to swap the screenshot with a new one.

Since then, many other pictures of my son have popped up on my phone, seemingly generated by iphone, but the repetition is suspect. Iphone pictures appear once in a while, not all the time.

The Profile of My Lost Friend Appears Again

March 23, 2024. The day this post went live I found that my hacker once again included my friend who had committed suicide in my "friends" photos. He had removed my friend's profile after I first mentioned it, and now he added it again, though this time it was on the left instead of on the right. He likes you to see it's him doing these things, even while he covers his tracks. 

It was important for Wolfe to sneak in yet another of his murky but alarming death threats--a pattern that grows more menacing with the numbers of them. 

Reordering of Google Content

March 23, 2024. The Poets & Writers article about me, my reviews and interviews in Kirkus Review, Paste Magazine, and Rain Taxi, should be at the top of my page. Instead, my one bad review in an unknown magazine, "Drowning in Confusion," has stood on page one like a sturdy tree over years. I don't care so much about prestige--unless someone is actively dropping content to serve his own interest.

This Post is Offline

March 25, 2024. This article, "A Christian Leader's Life in Censorship and Porn-Hacking," doesn't seem to exist on the internet, despite several hundred visits during the first and second week after it went live. After this post was live for a week, I Googled a handful of sections and saw that it seemed online, but it wasn't rising elsewhere on Google. 

But someone occasionally boosts my posts, so a lot more people have seen it anyway.

Restraining Order

On March 26, 2024 I was denied a restraining order, but the judge offered interesting words. She agreed that anyone sending me death images and porn and then multiple pictures of my son may indeed be psychotic and dangerous, but the Supreme Court's ruling in 2021 allows for much deviant behavior online.

One judge, in 2021, told me, when I mentioned my hacker's porn harassment online, "That's his free speech!"

There is something wrong with our laws on cyber harassment right now. We can't seem to locate a sensible position on the issue. When we police speech online, we tend to target political speech, so we correct that overreach by backing off and allowing ghastly crimes to go unchecked.

If someone sends you death images and porn and then twenty pictures of your son or daughter from your iphone memories, in meaningful and threatening repetition, not even the fiercest Libertarian would say, "Free speech! I love this!"

But I was pleased to hear this judge agreed that his behavior may well be psychotic and dangerous and that the internet is a running ground for criminals. At least she didn't pretend that all is well and that it's free speech. 

Contempt of Those Harmed by the Church

In a 2014 video, Gregory Wolfe spoke at a prestigious college--then an admired public figure, the founder of a popular literary journal. He talked about misguided souls who had left the church. "Someone in the church may have hurt them," he said in a silly and belittling manner, as if the vast underworld of abuse in the Catholic church amounted to mere cuffs on the arm on the school yard. His insensitivity to millions of victims, living and dead, must have made it easier to begin his own regimen of abuse.

Questions

I wanted to address any who might believe I have no evidence, simply because I lack an IP or a photograph of my hacker caught in the act. As Judge Charles Carlson told me at the hearing, I have evidence that would be persuasive in civil court, and my assertions raise many questions that point directly to Gregory Wolfe.

For instance, who placed Greg's picture on my blog for two weeks, a threatening gesture, after my post went live? Only my hacker would place his image on my blog.

Who removed the many followers of this blog before I posted "A Christian Leader's Life"? Some other nemesis?

Who took the post about Gregory Wolfe offline, so that it didn't interact with the internet and rise on Google? Who else would want to hide it?

Who deleted the emails from my hacker to me and then restored some of them but not all? Who else had a motive?

Who deleted my email containing the porn descriptions that my hacker used to cover my Google pages, the email I had sent to the scholars? Who else would want to?

Who edited "A Christian Leader's Life" a few times after it went live, to convey a frivolous and unedited and sometimes confusing vibe so that I had to keeping rewriting it?

Who replaced the screenshot of the fake email that contained the iPhone memory?

Who deleted the photo I took of my son sitting in front of his computer? It was wallpapered with my book cover art that my hacker had helped create. My hacker had the motive.

Who is so focused on my son that he has to keep sending me his pictures to convey a threat? Who else deletes his texts? Some other random hacker?

Who demeaned, repeatedly, working class people in fake blogs and on my blog, just as he demeaned the working class background of one of the women who fired him?

Who else would spoof my police report about my hacker, placing my landlord’s name and email and phone on the report?

What else would be interested in my communication about my hacker to the police?

If it was a different hacker, he must have been very sympathetic to Gregory Wolfe and spent a lot of time covering for him and concealing his crimes.

Fun Facts about Hacking

June 30, 2004. I have heard so many people over the years express doubts about a hacker's ability to control various worlds online and inside a computer. Someone on Facebook asked me, "So this person enters Facebook headquarters, and then what?" That's a common one. In fact, the hacker gets into your Facebook app. He doesn't need to go to 1 Hacker Way and get past Zuckerberg's karate moves. Once a hacker's in your computer, he can access everything that you do. He can see your screen the same as you do--if he's advanced, that is.

"Change your passwords." This is advice I've heard from tech people, many who make a lot of money. This advice is also a favorite of cops. Even IT "experts" will tell you that you need to change passwords often. You should change them to guard against low-level types. But advanced hackers use a technique called "forced entry" to bypass passwords. I remember when I was in Pittsburgh I was changing my passwords all the time, and that never worked. Greg may have some program that captures password changes. But don't forget, Russian and Chinese hackers have recently blasted their way into Pentagon computers, despite the most advanced defenses in the world, and owned them at every level. A really good hacker can certainly get into my computer and yours.

At any rate, yes, he gets into Gmail, Facebook, Blogger, LinkedIn--all of the apps.

Regarding his ability to reorder Google content, one person told me years ago, "I doubt he has access." Again, hackers hack. They don't ask for passwords or dig them out of your trash. I have documented that many items rise and fall rapidly on my Google pages. Greg even wallpapered my Google pages with porn descriptions--In 2019 I Googled my name and there they were (see below)--and it took three days for the junk to clear out. 

Many believe that the process of changing Google content involves greasing the algorithms and spending a lot of time finessing downward movement of content. The people at Reputation dot com don't use dark webs techniques, and if they do, they sure wouldn't want you to know it.

There's a lot of innocence about hacking. But things are changing. More people know what spoofing is now, for instance. The FBI knows that a spoofer owns your phone and can send your pictures of your naked body to your husband's friend, so it looks like you're sending it to flirt. And the FBI no longer says corny, low-level stuff like, "Did you change your passwords?"

If an IT dude who seems smart about defending your computer but has no experience dealing with an advanced hacker--if he tells you "nobody's getting in" and "change your passwords," I hope you'll be a bit skeptical. Be skeptical of me too, but at least I have had some experience with a master hacker, and I've shown fifty-plus pages of real-life hacks. It's true some of it is just based on my word. But most of it is based on alarming screenshots and narrative of my experience.

I don't wish to dismiss all IT people, only to say that most of them aren't ready to defend the Pentagon. But one IT guy I met actually had a lot of experience with hackers. He worked with a lawyer I employed last year. He was familiar with top-drawer hacking. When he looked at my GW post, he said it was obvious that I'm the victim of a crime. The lawyer said the same thing, but they asked for money I didn't have beyond the $700 I had already handed out. 

IT people repeat "change your passwords" like a mantra. That's wise, since you don't want a spammer to use your Gmail account to send out a thousand messages about flipping houses in your name. But anyone who knows about high-level hacking knows that hackers hack, and they don't need passwords.

A large part of Greg's hacking involves spoofing--especially a technique I call invisible layering. In other words, when I'm corresponding with someone in text, Greg can send items in my name that become part of the text on their end, but I can't see the additions on my end, in the text I'm writing. He can also prevent the recipient from receiving a part of my text. He has withheld my texts a handful of times with my son, and he sent dick pics to Martha from my phone (both of these I describe below). 

A Christian Leader's Life, 2

Places Face on My Blog as Warning

March 20, 2024. Greg placed his face on my blog after I posted "A Christian Leader's Life." My blog has always used the picture on the top post for the site picture (after two or three days), no matter how popular a post below it might be. This Moses pic was on my blog for two weeks.

Deleted Blog Followers

March 11, 2024. Greg deleted all of my blog followers, a few hundred of them, presumably before it went live. I noticed it a few weeks later. Only one follower remains, my ex-wife. 

Relinquishes Google Control Panel 

Then Takes It Back

March 11, 2024. In my post "A Christian Leader's Life 1," I stated that Greg had seized my Google control panel. I hadn't been able to access it for years. The information on it is inaccurate and out of date, and it says I write religious fiction. I don't. The day after my post, the control panel was finally restored to me, and I could at last make edits. 

But I knew something was wrong when I tried to edit my page. It gave me one narrow box in which to type edits. The only change it ended up making was a garbled line of nonsense added to the old bio, and it still says I write religious fiction. 

I have no doubt it was another Gregory Wolfe attack. Who else would relinquish my control panel the day after I said Greg still controls it? 

Eugene Weekly

March 27, 2024. After I posted "A Christian Leader's Life," the Eugene Weekly editor said she wanted to do an investigative article on Wolfe. When I called days later, I found a generic, robot voicemail and left a brief message. Later in the day it struck me as odd that the voicemail would be generic. He has placed fake voice systems on my phone before. 

I left my house, getting away from Wi-Fi, and called again, down the block. This time there was a real voice thanking the caller for contacting Eugene Weekly, but it was closed so I left no message. 

Greg has intercepted many of my calls, often just to be a creep, but sometimes to keep me from talking to someone he doesn't want me to talk to. 

Changing My Address on My Manuscripts

Wolfe often uses clever tactics when he's censoring, sometimes changing my address at the last second before I submit a manuscript. Thankfully Heresy Press, back in January, 2024, had a bounce-back email saying they received my submission of a manuscript. I downloaded my submission and saw Greg changed my name to the University of Oregon, and put in the address and number of the university as well. Here is the bounce-back email.

Removes My Bio from My Manuscripts

April 6, 2024. Greg often makes changes to my essays right before I submit them. In this case, I saw that my bio was removed from the manuscript I submitted. It should have appeared on the following page, but that page was deleted.

Here is a screenshot of that essay, with a bio at the bottom of it. The essay sits on my desktop with the bio on it, but Greg swiped it off at the last second before I submitted it. He devotes a lot of time to hacking me.

Deleted Texts

April 20, 2024. Greg sometimes deletes certain texts I send to my son. I have already mentioned his creepy Digital Touch fakery and his focus on my son's photos. Below is a picture I sent on Easter, but he never received it, nor the words that went along with it. Other texts between us have been deleted. If it seems silly to include a tree that looks like a bunny, I would argue that Greg is deeply out of touch with innocence, even while he advocates for the all the usual Christian morals and so on. Perhaps something flares up in him when he sees it expressed by someone he hates.

Eugene Weekly

May 17, 2024. Something is going on at Eugene Weekly. On March 11th, Camilla, the editor, emailed me that I was "on the list" for an investigative report about my hacker. But she was out of touch for two months. It started to seem very odd. I emailed, called, and left messages with her receptionist, seeking an update. But I was met with that familiar wall of silence that hacked editors put up. When I asked for an update about the article, she wouldn't give one. When I asked if she had been hacked, she didn't say. Frustrated by the silence, I let her know that I was placing this on my evidence list as a possible hacking, to give Camilla a chance to correct my assumption that she'd been hacked. 

Either she was hacked, or she's not very professional.

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         Third Appearance of My Lost Friend 

June 11, 2024. For the third time, Greg has placed my friend Michael, who committed suicide a year ago, on my friend list. First he placed his profile pic on the bottom right, then on the bottom left, and now in the middle. Suicide and death images are among Greg's favorite messages as a Christian humanist. Farther below, I provide screenshots of the other times he placed his profile pic on my friends list. On this screenshot, Michael's profile is at the bottom center.

                        Rewrites My Email

June 15, 2024. Greg rewrote this email that I wrote to my friend Jose. I took his creative writing class for fun. You can only see the difference when you look at "Ryan Blacketter wrote," right below his response, at the bottom. Greg rewrote my initial email. He receives the emails I send to others, reviews them, deletes them, or rewrites them, before sending them to the intended recipient. He also receives emails that others send to me, and he doctors those, deletes them, or sends them to me. This is part of his censorship strategy. 

It's rare that I can actually see his doctoring. But this shows it. In addition, Greg seems especially to use my Hispanic and Black friends for his hacking fun. Compare my email, at the top, to the rewrite under "Ryan Blacketter wrote" at the bottom.

Interference with Job Applications

In January, 2024 I attended a community college part-time to take a few classes to improve my job prospects--if that's even possible with Gregory Wolfe's interference. Despite two masters degrees, I have experienced a lot of suspicious interference. Gregory Wolfe sends infected emails to employers in my name when I apply to positions to create alarm about me. 

In February 2023 the chair of Southern Oregon university English Department said, "I'm sure we can find you a few classes to teach," then went suddenly out of touch. 

        Disconnects Phone Call to Therapist

June 19, 2024. Greg disconnected my phone call with a therapist. When I spoke to her again, he turned the volume on and off, for much of the call--a technique he has used before. When I hung up with the therapist, I instantly received a meme that said “Don’t fight your demons," by Bukowski. I doubt Greg likes Bukowski, but he knows I do. It was as if Greg was saying, “Don’t seek improvement. Listen to my psyops suicide music." 

                Froze My Site Visit Counter

June 22, 2024. Right after I posted this today, I saw thirty people visited the site right away. Then the counter was turned off. That's Greg's way of staying in charge--again with the censorship. He also turned off my visit counter when I posted the two paragraphs from Poets & Writers last week. He doesn't believe anyone should get notice that's a little better than what he has. He's also angry about that post because he doesn't want to explain why I dumped Slant, especially since he pretended that it was his idea that I left--awkward! [The counter resumed six hours after this post went live].

Email Submission Deleted

June 22, 2024. A Portland publisher friended me on LinkedIn, and I misunderstood her words as an invitation to submit a book. I submitted my book "Karmina" by email. When I told the publisher later that I might have misunderstood, suggesting that she should ignore my emailed submission, she wrote that she hadn't received the email. 

I believe Greg deleted the email, or rerouted it to trash, as he has done with my submissions before. 

Porn Pages: A Psychology of Perverts

June, 28, 2024. Yesterday I found that a handful of prostitutes and a possible child page followed me on FB. They were all near the top of the Followers page, and the child page had a close-up pic of a girl’s mouth open wide, with a running video of a soldier, possibly Russian, holding a small, clothed girl below. There are sex workers who follow you on FB, it's true, but these were all up top of the page. I believe Greg wanted viewers to connect them to me.

When I blocked one young prostitute, my screen froze on my phone, but I was able to block the rest on my computer.

Ongoing Obsession with My Son

June 27, 2024. Below is another pic I sent to my son. Greg cut it on my son’s text page or routed it to trash. He didn’t receive it. Greg had also turned off notifications on my son’s phone so he doesn’t hear my texts. 



June 28, 2024. Greg deleted this polar bear photo from this site and from my desktop today, and I took another screenshot of it. He has deleted other photos related to his harassment concerning my son, as described elsewhere in this document, possibly because he doesn't think that obsessing about someone else's child is a very good look. He would be right.

Some radicals say that Christians are often perverts. It’s more accurate to say that perverts are often Christians. They need an identity behind which to hide. Most perverts understand they can’t live in society as the way they are. Some become Christian leaders. Christian author M. Scott Peck explores this phenomenon in People of the Lie.

Censorship Publisher

July, 2024. Greg continues to limit my Facebook posts. Recently he allowed some posts, as if to show others that he wasn't censoring. But he has applied the usual limitations once again. He has also prevented my starting an X account. I tried for weeks to reach any of the other writers I was following or who were following me, but only avatars liked my words. AI avatars are common on X, but I should be able to reach actual people too--a lot of people start X accounts, as we know--but not when Greg's in charge. He is the Censorship Publisher. 

Immovable

July, 2024. I saw a pic of Greg in this shirt, and I agree he’s immovable. To move means to flow and change, to feel remorse, and not only anger. Greg is a rock, but not in the St. Peter sense. He’s stuck in the digital world of the dark webs, with much evil in him, and he won't move on to a better way. For Greg, hacking is a delicious habit like a video game, only more wonderful because the people he hurts are real. 

Blog Comments Disabled

July 2, 2024. If you want to leave a comment on this blog, you won't be able to. Greg has disabled the comment function here. I allow anonymous comments, and it wouldn't do for one of the many people he has abused to raise his or her voice.

Hi! Hi! Hi!

July 5, 2024. I have mentioned that Greg gets manic. He thinks it's funny that he's always got my phone and computer screen on, and he can't wait for me to wake up. People used to be impressed that he was always in his office--until they found out what he does in there. 

In this case, I woke up at two in the morning and looked at my phone, and within thirty seconds I received this text.

He obviously thinks about me all the time. I think about him as little as possible. 

                  

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Google Alerts

In 2020, my Google Alerts was disabled and has been ever since. For ten years before this, I had received an alert every time there was a new reference to me online. Then I stopped receiving the alerts. I believe Greg intercepts those alerts and decides whether to delete the content online--or hack the person who mentioned me. If the notice is too big to delete or hack--like Poets & Writers--he drags that content down my Google pages. He also fixes this Google reordering now and then, when I complain about it.

WorldCat

In 2020, Greg slipped into WorldCat and dropped half of the libraries that carried my novel Down in the River. The people on my email list witnessed this deletion. He returned most of the libraries to WorldCat later, but he continued to drop some libraries that carried Horses All Over Hell, including Yale Library, University of Georgia, and others. 

Yet Another Threat Against My Son

July 19, 2024. I closed the Blogger editing page for a minute, then returned to make a correction, and the page opened to my post "First Threat Against My Son." I saw that Greg had typed in "First thre" in the search bar. When he's enraged, he generally goes to the most evil place imaginable. Yes, he is always at his desk, and he's almost always hacking. I'm not sure how much time he spends plotting against children, but I'd guess it's about 4.2 %.

[On 9/27 Greg deleted this screenshot. I restored it.]

"Humanization" 

July 19, 2024. Greg placed pictures of himself and his "Catholic family" on his Google banner.

When Greg's down, he employs something called "humanization." It basically means conducting an image campaign to sway doubters. It seems only the most soulless, easily tricked Catholics would be persuaded by this deceit. Greg picks illegal photos from the dark webs and harms kids, but look what a big Catholic family!

On the surface, the man who uses children for his hacking harassment is "Dr. Greg Wolfe." Dr. Porn is more like it. Doctor of Cruelty and Perversion would get us closer to the truth. 

The Fearful Silence of Censorship

August 25, 2024. I was exchanging emails with the editor of Heresy Press, and he will read The Lord's Hacker fairly soon. I hope I can have a small chance there, without interference.

This morning when I opened my phone I found that an off-white “card” had been placed over most of the text of our emails. Last year, Gregory Wolfe sometimes placed such cards on the very Word doc of The Lord's Hacker as I was writing it. He never left it there for more than a minute. He was just using one of his myriad hacking tricks and wanted to send the message that he’s in charge.

This time I believe Greg's covering up my emails with the editor communicates that he’s going to cancel my arrangement with the editor, that he’ll ruin it somehow, as he always does.

Greg’s censorship is tricky in several ways. Not only has Greg sent infected emails to publishers in my name—and will likely do so again—but there’s also the psychology of the publisher to consider. Though most publishers find censorship despicable, they also don’t want to walk into controversy or open themselves up to attack by malevolent actors.

It’s easy to look back at beloved writers who were censored and wonder why they were so alone in their fight, like Isaac Babel and Rousseau.

It’s only later, usually after the censored author and his enemies are dead, that supporters seek to publish their censored work. I don’t place myself in that company of luminaries—nor do I see most rejections as censorship—but I do expect fearful silence and cold shoulders from any publisher who learns of the hacking. That’s what Gregory Wolfe wants too. He loves to see his terror result in destroyed relationships and neglected books. He’d burn them if he could. Being a publisher must offer psychological cover for this passion he has for censorship.

I made the mistake of showing the editor my Gregory Wolfe files a few months earlier. He seemed spooked by it. [Greg deleted this paragraph. I restored it.]

All Greg has left is the ability to frighten people. When Orwell imagined the future as a boot stomping on a human face, he surely conjured tyrants like Gregory Wolfe. I hope there are some, like the fighters in the French Resistance, who are willing to take some risks against a true enemy of humankind.

More and More Censorship

September 5, 2024. The censorship keeps coming. When I Googled myself the other day, I found the "Throwback" review of Horses All Over Hell in a Canadian journal by accident. The review didn't tell the author it had appeared, and they didn't tell me. The review was at the top of my first Google pages, because that's how the internet works when a lot of people are reading something. Then when I posted it on my blog and on Facebook and Greg got wind of it, he dropped the review to my second Google page, because that's what he does.

An Assault Against Art and the Life of the Mind

August 20, 2024. For many years, Gregory Wolfe has made alterations of spelling and grammar in my stories and books before I send them out. I've mentioned some of the ways he does this. He often makes a line ungrammatical or confusing to undermine trust in a reader. He might believe it's a gentler method of censorship. Instead of hacking an editor (which he has also done many times), now he simply allows the editor to see the awkward line and leave the manuscript. 

I have documented his various intrusions over years, and while I expect mostly rejections from editors, I'd prefer to get rejected on my own steam. Greg's interference indeed amounts to censorship, and it is an assault against art and the life of the mind. It's impossible for him to utter his remarks about creativity and culture with any credibility while working as a censor. 

Before I was about to submit this story yesterday, I found this awkward line. I had edited the story many times and I knew all the lines. This was certainly not my edit.

The death of snail mail is unfortunate. All book and story submissions are online now. That means Greg can alter my digital submissions and ensure a rejection before editors even finish reading my manuscripts. It's a miracle that some of my writing and reviews of my books get accepted now and then.

Deleting More Libraries on WorldCat

August 10, 2024. Greg deleted the LA Times Library notice on my WorldCat for Horses All Over Hell. It appears that he has deleted this library on the actual site. He has spent years deleting libraries that carry my books on WorldCat. I discuss this elsewhere.  

A sexual harasser, a violator of childhood innocence, he is also a champion of censorship--a very strange activity for an American publisher. It seems there is a connection between these activities. After all, an abuser seeks to cover up his crimes and punish all who have told. These two motivations serve as rocket fuel for Greg's marathon stretches at his desk every day.